Me, As An English Teacher or Aid Teacher? (Part I)

On 22th of August 2013, I officially graduated from my college. Some people might think the challenges will be over if someone already accomplished their study in the University, but for me new challenges will come after this and even it would be harder than before. Same with the other fresh graduates, I also tried to look for jobs at some places such as schools, instances, foundations and so forth. As a scholar who graduated from English language teaching field , I will naturally be an English teacher. But, God has a plan for me and I think His plan will change my life in the future. And... This is a short story about my new journey as a fresh graduate.

Before graduating from my college, I already applied for jobs in some places. I sent my application letter to Sekolah Adzkia as an English teacher and to Lazuardi GIS as "I don't know" teacher. I passed the documents selection and interview session well in both schools. I was really sure at the time that they would call me soon and say "You are accepted Siti!. Congrats". Three weeks after the interview session Sekolah Adzkia has not informed me yet. I started feeling afraid and worry, I did  not want to be unemployed scholar. I tried to think positively, but it's hard. At the same time, I was also waiting for a call from Lazuardi GIS. "Oh GOD, please give me the best choice, Amiin!"

Today was the fourth week. God answer my pray. The HRD from Lazuardi GIS called me and said that I was accepted. I was really happy at that time, but at the same time I felt confuse. Why? It was because I did not know "Accepted as what?. When I applied for job at Lazuardi GIS, I did not know what kind of teachers are needed to teach at that school. On the information that I read, there is no clear explanation about the type of job intended. The information is not specific. So, I was applying the job as the teacher, but I did not know what kind of teacher I would be. Hopefully I was accepted as an English teacher. Two days after a call from Lazuardi, Sekolah Adzkia also informed me that I was accepted at that school as an English teacher. Wow! I thought GOD was testing me by giving me two choices at that time. Well, frankly I said, it made me really confused. It was a hard situation for me to decide which one is better. 

So, which school that I have to choose Sekolah Adzkia or Lazuardi GIS?

~~~TO BE CONTINUED~~~